This is my blog, the place where I can be most honest, and so here is the truth: my life has taken a very unexpected turn, and I may not be around here for a while.
After six years together, Andrew has suddenly realized he no longer loves me, and broke up with me this morning, blindsiding me completely. It’s more complicated, and I’m not being entirely fair, but right now that’s where everything lies. For the first time since I was seventeen, I am single, but not alone. It’s funny the true friends you realize you have when the worst happens. No matter what, I don’t want to abandon this place. I just don’t want to turn it into an angry place and I know that’s what would happen. I’m trying to believe that this will mean something good even as I feel at my worst. (And completely lost.)
I will be back. I just need some time to figure out what my future now holds.